How much longer?

oh---
how much longer can i deal?
i am feeling so overwhelmed
and frustrated by my life.
i'm wondering how long this can go on?
in actuality, i know the answer to that...
a long freakin' time.
he is 79.
10 years???
i doubt it.
5 years???
a good possibility.
i get so drained.
life gets so busy and i
feel as though i'm pulled all
over as does everyone.
but then i add in my trips to
be with him.
NOT everyone does this.
in fact, few do.
i continue to work hard
at not focusing on this and
not having anger.
i need to just focus on him
i just don't know how
much longer i can do it.
it is physically and mentally draining.
it wears me out to no end.

i miss my daddy