i miss my daddy

that is it

i miss my daddy
:(

ughh.
almost a month since i've written.
soo busy.
and also, i have thought about it but
just haven't really had anything good
to say so why say anything at all!
although, Papa is doing really good.
I should say that first.  He just seems
so content and happy at the new place.
I am so thankful for that.  The staff
is amazing and I'm thrilled about that.
He was OVERJOYED to see me and leah
last night!  We had a very nice vist.
He loved us both!

This last picture is so nice. Leah said, "SMILE"
and he did! 
He continues to "come to" and realize what is happening
to him.  It sucks but it is life. 

I am continuing to struggle daily with my anger issues.
I wish I didn't have them, but I do.
I wish I could make them go away, but I can't.
I wish I could deal with them better, I CAN!
I am trying so hard to let things go. 
I wish it wasn't so hard for me, but it is.

My latest is in the form of famiily coming around
when it is time for fun and games. They are no
shows everyother day but when it is time for
fun and games, they call my mom to "reserve" a room????
WTF
Get a clue people.
What is important in life.........
They piss me off......
I continue to work on it.
I need to look at the good stuff..
Forget the bad stuff and the stuff
that drives me insane and the people
that drive me insane.
Focus on the good I can do and the joy
I can bring to my Pops :)

i miss my daddy