a list of random thoughts i'm having:
1) how can you not see your sick father and be ok with it?
2) i never imagined i'd use the word 'alzheimer's' in my daily vocab.
3) i don't think i could be more proud of my kids for being so incredibly awesome with Papa and this situation life has thrown at them.
4) by starting a new job i have realized the importance of continuing to learn and grow and also how important it is to use your brain and keep it working.
5) how can you know that a loved one is in a facility and not even ever visit him?
6) how can you miss someone so much, even though you can see him and be with him everyday?
7) how can one person have a world of guilt for not seeing pops for 4 days and other people can go months or even 1 year without seeing him.
About Me
- katiejensen01
- I'm the youngest of my parents 8 children. My oldest brother is 60, I'm 45. 6 in-between. I'm learing how to deal with this thing called AD everyday. It is not fun or exciting. It does not make me happy or joyful. It is frustrating and maddening. It makes me sad and weepy. It will never leave me. It is part of my life forever now. I cannot escape it, I can only learn how to deal with it. It is my biggest challenge and my greatest fear. I work to conquer. I miss my daddy.
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