I find it odd and interesting
that I can miss someone
SO MUCH.........
yet I can see that person
everyday.
It is a very strange
feeling that I'm sure
not many people will
ever experience in their
lifetime. AD is probably
one of the few terrible
things that happen to
a person that cause these
feelings. I would guess
it may happen also with
someone who has become
incapacitated for whatever
reason, accident or illness.
Someone who is unable
to express verbally maybe.
It is a weird feeling.
I used to hate it when
people said to me..
"at least you can still see him"
I just kept thinking about that
and then I came up with this thought..
Yes, I can see him.
But it is not the him I know.

i miss my daddy