i took these 2 pics when pops was off all mood altering

drugs and was the best we'd seen him in a very long time.

i'm glad i took these and i'm glad he was so happy on this day.

now they have put him back on a very low dose of meds but it

sure does make a difference.  i haven't seen him this happy ever

since.  not alot we can do about it.  they need to be able to handle

him.  this is what they feel they need to do.  so be it.  i hope to be

able to make a dr. appt. next week.  we will see.  he isn't too bad

but he sure is not as happy as he was in these pictures.

i have a busy weekend aheard and am feeling horrible about my

lack of time to be able to go visit.  i usually go tues, fri and once

on the weekend.  but this weekend is pretty booked.  i think leah

will be able to go which will help.  she is a very good visitor and

he LOVES her the best!

i miss my daddy