Jipped

i just haven't felt like writing about
ad
lately....
i'm tired of it.
tired of dealing with it.
tired of talking about it.
tired of being robbed by it.
tired of reading about it.
tired of studying up on it.
tired of how it affects me.
tired of how it affects my family.
super tired of how it does NOT affect my family.
JUST PLAIN TIRED.......
Leah said to me last week,
"Do you ever feel jipped?"
YES
every single day.
it sucks. 
robbed of your father.
robbed of your grand-father.
robbed of your great-grandfather.
Jipped
is a good word for it.
I feel terribly sad and extremely mad.
I will try hard to express my feelings
more on this blog to make myself feel better.
That is why I started this, to vent....
to no one in particular...just to vent.
I hate this disease. 

I miss my daddy