Again, I have let time go by
and not updated my blog.
Kind of on purpose.
Nothing really good to say
Except that Mary was
here.
We had an awesome time
and I enjoyed her
company, input and help
in dealing with this situation.
Somedays I feel so alone.
I know I am not.
But....no one seems
to get it or to care as much
as i do.
Mary got it and Mary cared.
I am struggling with
guilt
almost daily.
I feel so bad that he has
to be in that place.
It just does not seem fair.
To live your life, earn a living,
raise a family, retire, travel
and then end up here.
UNFAIR.
i missy my daddy